<body> WIshing Upon-
...THE BRIGHTEST STAR

Seastar.SeRene.KerXin.Rene

NYP EASB student. ESPBaR@Oriental. 03December1985, Sagittarius. Piggy#12. BabyBuncit. zero-earholed. Snack eater. Attached Married. Pubbing Freak. Nuaster. Professional Moodswinger. starfish_rene@hotmail.com

...I WISH

Sony Ericsson k750i
Lotsa lotsa Money
2GB Sony Card for my fone
Driving license
Complete my degree
Oversea trip with bb
get my Mp3 player back
liquor miniature
Heels!!!

...THOSE STARS

Shalene
Adelyn
Dione
Dawn
Dianna
Amy
Justin's Anime
YanJing
Laura
Hiro
Wenz
Rowenazz
Joyce
Tammy
Phuay Eng


...PREVIOUS GAZING


February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006

...WOW AT THOSE STARS



...THE STAR SINGING

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006


lao niang decided to stick to blogspot... coz.... better lor...

and and... lao niang wanna announce!!!!

i manage to bought tickets for forbidden city.... onli can watch mondae coz i not working due to sch end late haha!!! 11 septemeber!!!! wahaha... date with my brother... circle one seats... nao hia damn ex lah... even with discount its 99 bucks each... thanks mummy dbs card... ah bo i pOK LIAO!!!

hehe.. cant wait cant wait!!!

my sis watching on 8th haha... cant wait cant wait... =D im so gonna luff at peeps whose working tt dae waHAHA!!!

but sad note... its not with bb... =( and i know its I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E to watch with my beau shows in esplanade... ='(

i once wished upon;

Tuesday, August 29, 2006


should i juz type my private entry in mircosoft words and save.....

or should i juz go use the livejournal instead? where i can have private post.. and invite some to see my blog onli... budden a bit sian for those who dun use live journal which... hmmm... majority of you all dun.....

somehow i feel theres certain stuff i wanna write abt ... but for my own eyes onli...

or should i stop blogging and write a diary instead.... put i wan pics in my diary...

haiz...

if write diray onli for entries which i dun peeps to view also sianz... coz like ji teh here ji teh there... mahmah... sianz...

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thurs have to bring lappy to sch to do projects and early early... 11am meet them means i have to wake up at 8.30.. pengz.... then got work... haha...

i asked bro to go comex2006 for me... its on this thurs to sun... expo hall 4,5,6 from 12 noon to 9pm..... get my 2gb card and also some stuff.... wonder will he get it haha...

somehow... i miss comex... coz i worked with sis there... hehe... the times... though agonizing and machum like have to hook peeps up to buy stuff... but it was worth it when we get the $$$$ hehe...

i once wished upon;



everytime lao niang stayed home... sure sick one leh... kaoz....

yesterdae after doing project.... maybe is the lappy or watsoever...

heres the fried rice my sis cooked for me.. haha...


and my pathetic place...


ganna taken over...


after doing my f&B prohject for 5 hrs.... i got headache... felt so giddy i almost died...

went to koonz.... budden cannot koon properly... eyes like fug... head like fug... pengz...

woke up so giddy im walking zig zag... and about to faint...

headed back to slp....

mummy came back.. and took my blood pressure... its low... like reallie low... i told her.. her machine spoil lah... in the end she tested it... hers was normal... still feeling like shit... applied medicated oil and koonz...

then feel like vomitting... kaoz...

went back to koonz....

feeling so shitty i got up and took a bath... and still feeling shitty...

then bb called... he played 12 rds of bowling... song boh haha!!! hopefully next week can play with him..

koonz all the wae....

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mummy was saeing she is giving me allowances from next month....

guess papa saed something for me bah haha.... imagine hundred over bucks.. and i mean hundred ++++ spent on transportation onli.. i so can die... and work this mth isnt tt much.. haha...

and if tt happen... bb can stop giving me money... i feel bad lah.. spend money on me is okie.. but direct giving i feel weird coz i know we both reallie need to save...

papa saed i shuld train myself to eat breakfast everydae....

coz my digestive system is so cocked up....

and so.. from todae onwards.. i will wake up earlier to eat... even though i need to chiong toilet immediately.. i believe i can be a normal ger again...

and also..

i have to chiong my projects and stuff... and also work....

and i shuld save money... next time go arcade... spent 5 bucks on drift and 2 bucks on HOTD4 tts all....

i will bring 2 slices of bread to school... so hungry can eat.. dun need to buy....

make sure i get enuff slp everynite...

after my eye's slight swell heals... need to pluck my eyebrows le...

somehow i feel im gonna forget something.... i shuld do....

hack....

aniwae thurs sat sun working....
fri going shopping with jing.... its a needs.. lao niang no jeans liao...
and also... working shoes... kaoz.. the 2 pairs i bought sucks... my feet are all blistered and in pain... fug it...

for mth of sept.. wont be spending time with bb... i need time for my studies.. and for him... he also no time haha...

and pals...

once im free... i will jio u out.. meantime.. let me MIA a while... =D

i once wished upon;

Monday, August 28, 2006


hah..lack of update... coz ive been pretty busy.... my computer is being occupied by my sis coz hers wasa sent to repair.. and pathetic me is using my cousin's lappy... lucky is can connect to the internet thanks to his lan card haha.. and im using my sis's small computer corner space... haha next time upload the pics and show u all. and she just cooked a plate of fried rice wor haha =D

reason why i got time to blog coz i wanna rest a bit before heading back to my reports again.. yesterdae do until 3am =X after work summore... =X then this morning.. nao hia... dunno why.. my right eye swollen like fug.... so i nv go sch... was tearing pretty badly in the morning.. but its getting better now... but in no condition to wear lenses and cant strain my eyes much... thus 2 lectures missed todae... bb still ask whether i wan him accompany me to the doc... i tink it will be okie de bah.. somemore he is busy man.. dun wanna waste his time... aniwae..

yesterdae after work... i went arcading... won bb in drifting... so happy until i scream with joy.. and everyone was looking.. damn pai say... =X IM SORRY!!!! aniwae dunno wats wrong with jing... i felt whole dae she like not herself... aniwae i guess i having PMS also... my moods been up and down... though i dun show it... i kinda fed up a bit when stupid jing commented stuff on me... its nothing actually but PMS evilness.. haha... oh ya.. im reading sandra brown's chill book.... its kinda nice.. gonna lend jing once im done.... she having her holidaes!!! woot!!! she's gonna earn like mad since esp peak period is coming.. and darnz.. tts when im busy haha!!!

aniwae on sat working time... we did hell lotsa inventory... kns... and we went bonkers taking photos in the locker room haha... on fri after work.. we OT.. haha.. sort off lah...

firstly... if ya have been a dedicated reader you would have seen pics of the previous portable bar at theatre studio tt i've worked last yr... then over last week we had the same again over there.. this time its bb in cahrge.. and compare the look of it... this looks nice... previous HU's looks like shit...


pics we took in locker....

my leg and jing's is _____ in first pics.. haha!!!








then we were fooling around in the locker.. and the weirdest thing happened... we were playing with the side mirror.. then this pic was captured.. and another two when we were toking... freak....





didnt realised these pics were taken till its uploaded...

aniwae we cam whore after we changed.. similiar dressing haha...










i zhi lian liao.. actually i was trying hard not to show my teeth when i smile.. like jing... but failed...



my locker....


and her... ready to go...


on sat we have to wear pants due ot her suggesion.... it was shiok coz we can move freely without being exposed off ugly scenes.... but the black shirt is a nono.. felt so constipated with it.... and stupid us.. forgot to take pics!!! though we reminded each other... =X bb was saeing both of us can use tt as our unifrom... tts so unique among the rest of the espgers... so we dropped that idea... its the leader shit...

yesterdae work was pretty ok.... bought pei wen and elaine touring ard esp coz while guiding pei wen more on bars... found out she dont reallie know the place... which is super essential required of her in working at esp... and haha... i didnt realise they came in during july.. i tot quite long le leh haha...

i love my work... but.. back to reality... studies first haha.... theres an event up at rooftop in sep where jing actually wanted to work coz paying 7.50... but.. its so close to my exams... and im dedicated myself to forbidden city le.. cant afford to work on everydae basis ... thus i gave the idea up. though my sayang will be working... ok.. i tink i rested enuff... time to head back to reports...


jing... though i saed i wont be toking to you. but i can type to you ehz... understand the pain u feeling thru and stuff and missing and all... aiya.. aniwae sms u le... hope u get wat im trying to tell you... aniwae i love you lah... though u dont... =X

i once wished upon;

Wednesday, August 23, 2006


hehe.. im disrupted when i wanna blog... im watching incredible tales hehe =D

todae i went sch with sports attire coz of the theme tt dr leslie requested... haha... i wore oriental suit... haha... budden use a jacket to cover the name at the back and i changed shorts... only in class then i wore the exposing shorts haha....

my frens gave me this to try.. oishi... i asked where they buy... they sae their fren bring back from china... di`ao... i so wanted to buy sia... haha... beef snacks!!! *asked my bro.. he tried it in taiwan 4 too*


aniwae after sch.. discuss project... hungry lah... whole dae nv eat... so bought 2 buns... one vege and chicken... i love the vege bun.. too bad todae onli left one haha!!! then they all wanna go makan... so follow lor hehe.. coz lao niang still hungry....

they wanna go geylang lor 1 no.81 to try spicy food.... nao hia... travel there le.. then find out the dishes onli next mth have... now onli steamboat... so we headed to another place... they went there b4 i guess... its at lor 13... at the road there de.. got 2 floors... we headed to upstairs.. air con hehe..

in the cab.. chatted with 2 of them.. we spilt cabs... haha... one of them pretty young... juz tried drinking and smoking... to them... its nothing... wat my lecturer saed.. "nothing to make a big deal out of it... every mother's son also smoke" but to them... females doesn not make ani diff.. and she also sae there are more female smokers.. aniwae skipped the topic... back to food!!!!

geylang so mani pervert man sia haha... bb was kinda worried abt me eating there.. as me fast fast eat and fast fast leave there.. but while i was upstairs eating... it doesnt feel like geylang at all... its restaurant like.... onli cheena peeps there... they sae seldom local come and eat....



their menu... i go there alone im dead... though food is nice... their menu is all in chinese... lucks i went with them haha.. so they order i eat haha!!!


so lets see whether my memory power is working to remember the items.. haha...

we ordered jugs of lemon tea... haha... and they serve in


haha... sorry i was trained in esp... so damn gay gao this kinda services.. haha... i mean... heinken... onli for heinken mah.. u dun make a guy wear a ger's skirt rite.. haha...

aniwae b4 the food pics comes out... cheena peeps tok pretty straight forward.. as in they ask for services... its all very direct.. and its like the waitor are xiaodengzhi and xiaozhuozi... haha... ganna ordered here and dere.. no thanks no nothing haha..

dun drool ah peeps...

sze chuan chicken... shiok!!!


beef.. spicy... shiok... some ying yang or yuan yang thingy.. couple thingy lah... cant remember.. onli remember they ask me eat with bb then en en ai ai.. wAHAHA!!!


duck... spicy... shiok also....


fish... nv try... but i tink quite nice.. not spicy haha..


crab.. its damn fabulous.. better than black pepper or sort... reallie very nice... comes with their nian gao also... aka new yr cake... theirs is diff from our local yucky nian gao... theirs is white...


this is shiok until high~ heard its damn "bu" haha... crab yellow egg with toufu... its damn nice lah....


brocoli... nice sauce.. nice...


this is me... xiao bai cai hehe...


sze chuan toufu... nice!!! yummy.... onli normal toufu i eat... others i hate..


their nian gao... liek crab stick look without the red part... its damn nice... reallie nice... its my fav... together with the spiciness... oishi!!!!! OISHI!!!!


porky... nv try so dunno... but looks nice...


no more food....
one pic of the place...


all this = 100 plus plus plus... wangxi treat us though... its damn cool... she use card sia.. not first time le.. as in cheena peeps are very generous in treating...

im thinking of a place to bring them eat... to thank them and treat them hehe =D

greatest meal i ever eaten.... some more all nv eat before... except the vege... yummy yummy... =D

thus.. serene puts on weight also... but im willing to put on weight for this man... its bagus!!!

those who loves spicy food like me.. sure will like here too!!!!

i once wished upon;

Tuesday, August 22, 2006


i feel i cant missed animore HRM.. im like addicted to listening lecture and writing notes... hah! this fri got F&B test... open book test leh!! budden coz got a lot being covered so muz view the notes haha...

collected photos le.. =D

bought florida's natural lemonade drink.. one bottle is 2.60 leh... drank 2 todae hehe...

one farking shit happened....

i was on my wae to oriental to collect pay and take some stuff from bb...

one fugger.. poly yr 1 or so... i tink... tt tMD son-of-a-bitch went to the back seat and puke his guts out... i was sitting the other side and on seat infront... fUGGING SHIT!!! stinks like shit lah... nearby peeps... meaning those infront.. keep turning back and even starts smelling themselves... so gross... i got down and change bus... i mean... u know u r gonna puke... puke b4 u come up a bus...

the scene was... he got up.. headed to the back.. and start vomitting... it seems pretty controlled... i was staring at him lah... the second time he puked tt is... EWW!!! i pity the bus uncle... who have to clean his shit... and also passengers going up... since it juz came out from interchange nia... long journey... stupid freaking selfish peeps...

yesterdae taking NE line back.... saw a look-alike jack guy.... but malay version haha!!! i so wanted to take pics... but ya... my phone.. its obvious taking pics haha.. aniwae its against rights to take photos of him without his consent... but i so wanna show it to bb... haha...

suppose to meet dardar for sushi with dione.. but cancelled coz they both too long nv meet le...

went arcading... after collecting pay... drifting alone sucks.. and my skills sucks...

saw bb a while more b4 heading home... =(

ate a whole lotsa shit when im home.. and im fat like shit now....

serene....

DIET-TOH!!!!

not suntanning with jing on sat le.... working.... so lao niang... working fri after sch... and weekend... woot.. love love hehe... =D

jing... my cheena fren toked to me in class haha.. coz one of them liked the korean guy... budden.. he's 25 woot! but has GF le haha.. =X

i once wished upon;

Monday, August 21, 2006


my old man woke up and called me in the morning... though im already awake... its great to hear my beau's voice... ehz.. sleepy voice haha...

with his.. "study hard k" makes me filled up with the anxiety of studying... to concentrate in sch... and i did!!! nv doze off... attentively.. hehe... though tt old man seldom saed that le.. or never since i grad from poly haha... it juz spiced me up a little.. im sure... tt old man didnt know the power of his words...

schs till 7pm every mon now... im so dead... peng.. hate the after work crowds... peng...

developed photos of the finals and heats... coz mark found them le... and after a week with me.. i finally had time to develop it.. gonna collect tml after sch hehe =D

oh.... and yesterdae... b4 heading home with bb... bought something from cheers @ harbourfront.. found my fav bisuits...

this juz makes my dae alrite... hehe... =D


and and... couldnt resist not to get this home...


its after fridae... when i made one for bb after work.. that gets me craving for it again... he intro me this last yr.. and im addicted... and i was cured from the addiction.... and now im back haha... hard to quit la~ lala~...

and and.... after sending the negatives for developing... i decided to shop for my dailys... facial cleanser esp. since its running reallie low... i happen to drop by the shop beside serangoon interchange's shop... and... woot!! found them....


i bought 4 at a goal... haha... settled my dinner for this week now haha!!!

and thus... its makes a happy me...


im kinda sick of my fringe... dunno wanna cut or not... advice anione? though im gonna leave it alone till my presentation is over coz its neater that i can tuck behind my ears... which means nerd... but hack...

and im gonna go tanning with jing this sat.. tentatively that is... =D not i pang say her lor.. haha... in ani case... im suppose to go tanning with bb on sundae.. haha... =D and im not burnt... i think... i feel itchy a bit... but no red skins or anitint haha...

and and... though i got so much to do.. research for my projects... im gonna nua until american next top model aired and finished b4 i do my stuff lala~ im their top tv viewer okie...

and my sweet cousin... lend me his laptop.. though its heavy haha!!! to not waste time on my travelling distance... i can work on my projects... tight schedule... =D

its work this fri and sun... =D cant wait.. i love work... =D

i once wished upon;

Sunday, August 20, 2006


its a sundae...

and its time to go tanning with my beau.. =D

bought breakfast at 7-11.. makan shiok shiok before tanning hehe...

makan time =)


no pics of tanning... coz lao niang too busy tanning... =D the heat was siao todae... sun too good... me and bb perspire like juz pom pom come out sia... tt old man... half wae seek shelter haha.... and needless to sae... i lost card game to bb... darnz... haha!!!

bb was slping all the time... i was playing game by myself... then koonz then up again then koonz again haha.... slp shiok shiok in shelter after tanning... until my back hurts.. coz slp on planks mah... peng...

then pom pom time.... headed to the one near 7-11.... nao hia.... so er xin.... ganna flooded and some freak left her pantyliner floating ard... gross...

koufu was infested with hungry beings that theres no place... so me and bb headed outta sentosa to eat.. hungry leh... from 11 to 4 tanning...



chi tong xi at hawker center...




warning: hungry being set free from prison...


walked ard harbourfont with bb.. to digest our superb heavy dinner.. haha.. then its home le... no chinatown... coz bb tangkap until shiok shiok juz now... slp until so late...

shut up!!! i got turn tanner... and eew on my horric eyebags..... i got tanned lor.. nao hia!!!
juz it doesnt show on photos haha!!!

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and now... i have to do my projects... peng... somehow i hate it.. haiz.. summore i have to take the lead... nao hia!!!! then tml lecture non stop from 1-7pm!!! nao hia!!! summore bb off!!! nao hia!!!! peng.. aniwae old man tml can rot at home with newly bought vcds sia!!!! hehe...

god bless me tml.... haiz...

i once wished upon;

Saturday, August 19, 2006


sharks man... lost 8 rds of drift drift with bb... peng shan...

joycie got 2 more frens coming in... interviewing todae... haha 88 batch... man... can someone intro peeps of my age or older... peng...

am staying home todae... coz mummy is having her off dae... and since danny haven cfm anitint... i shall spent some quality time with them... lazy to do projects now.. haha... shall relax and watch anime first...

tonite going to geylang try smelly toufu... asked the cabbie yesterdae... he told me lor 40 have haha!!! and after tt... its to changi... bio charbos... if u know wat i mean... all with my family this time round... haha... my parents nv go there see before... haha~

nah ni nah ni nom... =D

this one for jing... taken from spore 17... haha.. toking abt viewing shinhwa via hp using samsung haha!!

some ideas on bdae bash from spore 17.. i tink its kinda cool... except this...
sorry to sae... aint this look like pill party... if ya know wat i mean haha!!! =X

i once wished upon;

Thursday, August 17, 2006


lao niang now ll have to face the fact that im gonna stuck in easb for 2 yrs to complete my degree... fastest wae with relevant modules studied... darn.. fuganaden...

bright side... mummy is helping me to ask uncle hassan to fetch me to sch... giving him extra money tt is... then i can leave hse at 12... instead of frigging 11!!! my biggest problem is going to sch not coming back... coz... the distance make me so sleepy.. go sch also sleepy.. totally no mood to study also... haha... my mummy ll... coz i so wanted to move out... to my grandma place... but she's worried coz grandma's flat new neighbours are all malay guys haha!!! then i saed i rent a room nearby... she got freak out lala~ am praying tt... it would be a hassle for uncle hassan to fetch me though....

back again... i might be a spoilt ger... afterall mummy shoot me one qns and i cant amswer back.... "if u study in ntu... u also have to travel like tt" =X

skipped sch todae... dun ask me why.... sian.... i juz wanna rest... HRM.... but lao niang tell myself... since im in a cock sch.. i muz do my bestest best to be a top student... at least the few tops... instead of skipping sch... i shuld enhance my knowledge... get even with the cock environment... yesh... getting myself motivated at least a wee bit....

lucky nv go suntan with jing todae.. she last min cannot make it... coz its a rainy dae afterall...

tml working... sat meeting danny they all... might meet kor lah... maybe.. danny organising.. im lazy... sundae... out with bb.. yea =D

meantime... facing reality... my projects deadline are all so near!!! nao hia... after 5 more weeks... i having exams le... juz when my sch started a mth ago haha!!

i once wished upon;

Wednesday, August 16, 2006


juz wanna blog...

i so wanna die i tell you...

few weeks ago i was so eager to go back to sch and study and all...

and now.. i cant wait to finish it up fast....

horric place to study....

not the classroom....

no longer the toilet problem...

not even the chak chak canteen....

not the firestation enviornment...

but the frigging journey to sch!!!!

the fucking 1 hr and 45mins ride to sch!!! spent 3 hrs solely on travelling.... on bus!!! tamade!!!

argh!!!!

lighter note... made frens.... =D caring frens... =)

but eeww!!!! hate journey...

hate the fact tt i could have more sleep...

hate the fact that my body tells me....

"oh serene... skip sch todae and slp more"

hate the fact that its pouring in the morning and i cant enjoy my sleep...

argh!!! complain complain!!! tts wat i do best...


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oriental touring for todae... after school.... wow... blast man!!! oriental so beautiful!!! meetings rooms too!!! oh man.. i wanna hold an annual meeting there... but the funny part is...

after seeing all the great views.... will not post pics... not allowed to take photos... by right lah... hurhur...

i went to take my pay and jing's... and the sight of what we staff sees of oriental... its so... wow.... huge... difference!!! kao... reallie from the 5 star blissful memories to the old sicky hospital feeling building...

so all my grpies were saeing how "wow" my bb was when he intro us the hotel... ehz.. okie lah... he got skills in presenting... thumbs up... and for this... all the effort he helped me in my project... he deserve a huge kiss... muacks!!!

went cavana for a meal with sis... saw wei siang there... ate with him and my sis.. i ordered laksa... they got chix meats in it... double thumbs up.. laksa gravy damn zai can... woot!!!



after tt... shopping with sis... i spent money more... poor ger me... but it was great lah... juz my sis and i...

played drift drift with bb.... he won... darn... his drifting improved so much... haha...

and home... and market research finally done.... as in a part... on customers... 2 more parts to go for feasibility research... nao hia.... sian diao...

oh.... and my sis intro me this game called AUDITION.... same company or sort as maplesea... something like ddr... press keys and stuff... spacebar for beat... kinda nice... nice songs too... check it out bah.... and its onli becoz my sis com sent for repair in my cousin's hse tt i know she installed it in my com... haha...

and once again....

i fucking hate going to sch!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i have to wear formal tml... with blazer.... and guess wat...

its not for presentation....

its a trial run.....

to see wat u wear and to criticise on them... before the actual dae... so you can make changes to your attire....

onli comment...

WHAT THE FUG!!!!!!!!!!

argh!!!!!!!!! i so wanna skip school...

i tink... after this agonising half a yr of sch and half a yr of attachment... im changin sch... perhaps raffles... to take my degree.... firstly i chose easb coz of the onli mba course available in spore straight after the bachelor.... budden wat the heck.. im not taking it one shot.. coz need experience.. and since tt the case... im aiming for NTU's masters for hospitality... sayonara!!!
i cannot live with the fact my sch so darn blarrdi far!!!

then then.... serene... pls be good....

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when my life feels so empty without you....
when my life feels that i can be independent...
when u r too busy for me....
or im too busy....
you suprises me with ur actions....
so tiny u wont notice....
tt....
u r the one....
ever so timely...
to make me feel good...
and see the light...
our future...

i once wished upon;