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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

juz wanna sae out in my space...

sudden adrenaline of feeling...

i miss my life... as in the wild part but yet i wanna let go...

the struggling... argh!!! gawd damn it...

miss dancing... miss clubbing like u own the floor...

miss drinking... miss pubbing....

miss time how i spent with my jiaren... at er yi... miss miss miss

miss the loud music...

sacrificing my lungs dying on me.... second hand smoking in the case now...

harming my liver more....

burning my pocket with the entrance fee and midnite cab..

letting a chance to ruin my relationship.. kinda messy in there... for me..

GAWD DAMN It!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO BEHIND TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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bright side... jing told me got sales!!! ROXY!!! at PS!!! IM GONNA GET MY TUBE BIKINI!!! CHEAP!!!! tan tan tan... healthy.. think healthy... do healthy things...

fark.. who am i bluffing... fug it!!!!

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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

sundae was god damn sian while working... patrons is u view me and i view u.. RI show.. doh... but ok lah.. nv lower down the price and they still buy got sales lah.. not bad..... haha.. i was so dishearten seeing those crowd.. beginning i juz smiled... nv greet... dun have the soul to greet... haiz...
went bk eat while waiting for dear... then half wae he go back work.. help banquet... so leftme alone for an hr or so... went to times to get more books to read... haha... bought 3 books.. one of them is 2 in 1 so its 4 storybook.. im a happie ger.. till the bill came out to be 53++ peng.. money flows like water.. read the book while waiting for dear to come out.. then off we go.. watch movie.. da vinci code... movie ... okok lah.. leaves u clueless thruout tt u gotto concentrate... comparing to the book.. so mani crucial part missing and sort.. but ok lah.. heard from aidah.. the rating was so gd... they intend to make angels and demons a movie too... wow ... tt would be better.. coz i love tt bk the most.. but the eerie part is the burning of skin.. for DVC i alreadi feel like vomitting seeing him torture himself.. mr silas... ewww... its rotting outside 7-11 for 10mins.. when im done with my milo.. its home.. saw banquet peeps outside...

mondae... school show again... sianess to maximum... sales was okie... but main foyer mah.. open cans till i hurt my index finger.. haha.. went to bk (sinful sia.. fattening shit.. but onli place open) bought x'tralicious beef burger.. nice... coz i like the vege.. the fries.. walk out le.. then waited for bb while eating then went back to buy for bb his meal haha... makan le.. then balik rumah... =D

tues... suppose to go try taking bus down to my school... but this morning wake up damn lazy lah.. wanna watch my show tt my mum recorded for me yesterdae and my aquamarine juz dled finish... =D then muz exercise... so ya.. give tt a miss...

tml going out with bb le.. yea^^ go get my hp... tml will be the birth of a sister phone lala~ im so happie... lala~ maybe psycho dear watch xmen3 tml too.. no time...

thurs.. work might be cancelled... if so... gonna meet ade... yea yea^^

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

tues... met ade... went eye brow threading.. then we walk ard yishun... chatted.. and im getting her phone sony ericsson k750i.. sista phone.. next wed going to get it.. using bb plan wahaha.. hundred plus bucks gonna be gone.. =D

wed... some changes at work... sad to sae...

thurs.. training cancelled... bb got last min thingy... so exercise in-house... did massive building up of muscles... bodi aching...

fri... worked... after work.. bb waited for me to knock off.. his soccer match... lost.. but he scored opening goal... budden ganna kick by a huge ang moh.. peng.. alwaes... then went makan... followed by drinking... and more drinking... chatted... it feels so good~ im so glad to have him... but stupid xiaoqiang have to spoil the nite haha.. =D

sat... work was fine... =D went makan with aidah then shopping.. at reev.. bought a shawl hehe.. 3 waes to wear other than normal shawl.. its with buttons.. came out quite long le.. but i like... bought off white.. no black... purple too dark.. =(

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i hate pple who eat in the bus... why they nv tio fine ah? nah bei... its becoz of these pple.. eat le... still can forgive.. nnb... throw in the bus their leftover... knn... buses like 70 travel far distance.. stupid xiaoqiang breed happily... argh.. so eewww.... imagine 45mins of horror juz looking at that creature so to be sure it doesnt crawl onto ur bodi.. how mani germs and bacteria they carry... wanna eat ... eat before boarding the bus mah... inconsiderate fools... argh... i so hate roaches... EEWW!!!!!!! and i tot onli 854 have them.. all coz bangalas and indians board that bus often.. but eww..

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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

rite down... im super depressed... even though im not alwaes close with nicky... i still love him... when i saw the guy that took him away... i juz teared from afar... i head "this is reallie very bad" when he examine nicky's legs.... nicky's left hind leg isnt moving... we tot he sprained it or something... turns out.. it got something to do with his spine... WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!

my mum suspected this alreadi and told me to take some photos... after being with me for 8 yrs plus... it hurt to leave... hurt to feel tt he no longer part of my family... i cant imagine if it were to be bobby instead... omgness...

doc sae... instead of the emotional tie we had with nicky... wasting money on food etc.. and he suffering... its best to sae bye to him and let him rest in peace... he was put to sleep... gone... family of 3... now left 2... ='(

pardon the shit that was behind.. the last few images of him...

if bobby were to know... im sure he knows soon... i bet he will be depressed too.. and i bet my ass... my mum is crying in the office now upon hearing this news... argh..

nicky was cremated... ='(

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Monday, May 22, 2006

haha... in less than a week ago.. newspaper was saeing abt liquor... particularly.. vodka.. and i luffed my ass off.... *rene's ass came off* absolut raspberri and absolut apeach is new?!!! wahaha.... lolx... i got the raspberri last yr when my bro went taiwan... and apeach when i came back from hk... haha.. new.. juz launched? lolx... rubbish lor... onli available in clubs and pubs... my ass lor... haha.. dfs have lah!!! peng shan.... its so farrnii.... i decided to blog this...

another reason... im bored haha..

and ya... juz came hm from my cousin place.. lolx... my cousin work with asri before... at marina mandarin haha... dear name was ice... lolx... oustide catering at botanic garden haha... world is soooooo small~~~~~

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Sunday, May 21, 2006

yesterdae work was alrite... something juz have to go wrong.. fug it.. aniwae went to watch a movie with jing.. poseidon... i sae its a nice movie though no plot.. but im so into it.. haha... well.. on another part.. according to jing.. got hot dude lah..

so mani shows i wanna watch too... coming and now showing... ah.. but i tot... perhaps.. save money and buy vcd better... since i love collecting vcds too haha...

work was cancelled todae... haiz... yesterdae couldnt slp well.. kinda pissed to sleep.. haiz.. aniwae... worked things out.. and me and bb are fine..

god.. i need cash... i need money.. i need to save...

sch grad. ceremony.. im skipping... fugging waste of time i feel... all juz to go on stage and blah blah blah.. i see no pt lah.. i rather wait a week then collect it myself.. or best.. get my sis to take on my behalf lala~ sibei sianz...

gonna watch more vcds...

jing... SAF time.. i wanna watch bella figura (ballet show) @ TH and phobia @ theatre studio... ai mah? then i wanna buy tickes for cabaret le... we juz take normal tickets lah... save money haha... let me know asap then can book tickets.. hehe..

mon going meet jing for threading time...

tue meeting my sis... missed her... =D she got a job!!! office hrs.. happy for her...

wed.. last dae of green room... and i working noon shift... shit..

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Friday, May 19, 2006

yesterdae went for training... onli 3 person.. me bb and another ger... jog the whole marina promenade... shiok boh... but i cant stop lah.. once i stop i cant go on.. haha.. tts what happened when they have a 5mins break... haiz.. aniwae.. my stamina imporved... to tink i was jogging breathing thru my mouth.. im sick haha...

after tt... a sinful BK meal.. hack man.. i was eating like a beggar... stuff big mouthful into my mouth.. im tt hungry!!! roar... haha...

im starting sch on 24th july... tt date.. rings a bell.. and walao.. i realise its bb bdae... fug it... haha.. but nevertheless.. wats the diff of starting sch 24july and early august.. doh...

todae at work... saya is bangala ladi... have to clean and wipe all the bars of th haha... stupid.. but nevertheless.. losing weight.. oh yea... =D

tentatively.. im off mon, tues.. thurs(training maybe cancel)

plan to spent a dae with bb.. if his off falls in tt...

jio kailin for threading session

jio yanjing for our expired sun tanning meeting with a da vinci code date along with bb for tt movie...

jio ade danny and kor and di out for juz... gather? i miss them!!!!

i wanna go swim and jog... partners anione? so mani things...

and now... its time for work.. *rolls eyes* bye....

*dianna... u shut off ur blog??

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

sat... worked with severe headache.. after which i went to mobil kiosk near my place to get extra strong panadol... peng shan..

sun... worked with headache again... went to eat at makansutra with jing and bb.. had chicken rice... carrot cake... then its chips from 7-11... haha..

mon... my bb is on leave till thurs... worked with hussain.. haha.. did dinner catering at green room... tt hu left me alone all the wae... from set up to serving.. he reallie do trust me... trusted me too much till 15mins b4 dinner start then i realise i haven collect breadroll with butter haha... lolx.. dinner was fine.. =D

tues... worked again.. set up hosting site... mr hu again nv come and check on me till after briefing he went up and saw... angeline was working too.. =D accident happened... i successfully let a crate of 12 bottles of 1.5L soft drinks onto my big toe... bang.. my nail almost broke and ya.. so painful till i saw my 18 generation ancestor.. after work... took train home since its early and top up my ezlink card... with hussain... hear him tok abt work... missed my baby so much... but yea.. its sentosa tml since he promised...

wed... met my dearest.. =D its sentosa.. went fort siloso... then to underwater world.. then to dolphin lagoon.. then to the lost civilisation... had lunch at deli.. all i can sae is sentosa is an expensive place to go... didnt reallie take much photo... but its freaky... pics i took at fort siloso... im pak jiao.. my eyes doesnt look at the camera when i swore i did.. peng... aniwae i reallie had a great dae with my dear... =D except teh weather so frigging hot i perspired until im so smelly.. terrible weather... and yea.. i didnt faint this time lala~ ai zai!!!

thurs.. going to meet bb and the rest for track and field training... oh did i sae i lost weight again.. and todae after meeting bb.. i put on some back haha.. alwaes.. fri sat sun working... sat and sun shiok... evening shift lala~

time to share pics... sentosa...

top of fort siloso... with bb...

fugging japs during ww2... oh... malays community had a easy time during the occupation.. chinese and the eurasian was treated the worst.. indians also had a gd life... wtf???

meeting in progress haha... stupid lah.. the pic in the pic is diff from the actual wax figuring... specs is different... bb saed... of coz.. old specs liao.. muz change mah... juz like him.. haha...

british.. no comments..

tram ride back to entrance of fort siloso... the usual him.. fed up dun wanna take with him le haha..

underwater world... got this angel fish.. dman cute lah... video record it but too blur.. coz they too tiny.. wasted.. no pic also haha.. go see urself.. see them swim makes me luff till i can have cramps sia.. haha aniwae.. pics over there...

daddy's fav... fish...

japanese spider crab... damn stupid.. i took a shot and it fell down from the top haha..

some seahorse like creature.. but its kinda like a fish... and the same tank creature...

very lame name.. spectacle box crab haha.. LOL!!!

my fav sea creature... jelly fish!!! lala~ and eh.... shuld i sae... yummy too..

touch their legs and u hong gan liao.. haha.. like ghost in the sea haha..

sharks growth chart.. with real breathing babies in the embryo... haha...

my bb and me..

peng shan sharks... jia chua...

rojak sharks...

feeding time.... humans with sharks... haha..

dolphin lagoon.. waiting for show to start... =D i love this pic the most.. lala~

oh.. dear called me an ah lian the whole dae coz i wore the sunglass on my head when its sheltered area... peng shan.. then the ah beng calling me tt walks like he owns the road or some sort... peng shan... ah beng kept toking the wu eh boh eh hokkien wae haha.. laala~

show time...

ang moh hair at the side....

my fav. shot... so cute.. i love dolphin... and ya.. maybe tts why i love dear too haha.. joking.. aniwae pink dolphin are not born pink... they are grey.. but the older they are the more pinky they get haha..

i wan that kisss!!!!

last pic... me... fountain.. and merlion... next is bb... he seems to have chest muscles haha...

tts all!!! =D

and man.. i tink im gonna fall sick soon... down with flu.. argh.. lala~ ciaoz..

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